[Full Song] 2NE1 - I Don't Care

Okay, it went by this FAST! It's finally out! And I'm totally in love with it! I just can't stop myself from looping it over and over again. I've got to say, I love that they didn't have to digitalize the voice of Dara here. It comes out naturally. I love the chorus, Bommie just can't seem to fail impressing me, not only her but for the whole 2NE1 group. I was really struck by the intro of CL. I was like... "Oh no, not another song for me to relate with again.." I'm totally waiting for someone to translate it in English. :) I know the song is quite different from their song "FIRE" but still as YG mentioned, 2NE1 will show more of their feminine side for this album but as for those who find the song non-reggae at all. I would like to disagree with that, actually, if you might listen to it more clearly and really understand the beat, you could really tell its reggae, a modernized one that is. Anyway, YG kept his promise so I'm not disappointed at all. I love this song and no one could stop me from loving it. LMAO. Here's the song and lyrics, hope you'll like it too.





[CL]

Hey playboy it's about time
and your time is up
I had to do this one for my girls you know?
sometimes you gotta act like you don't care
that's the only way you boys learn

[민지]

니 옷깃에 묻은 립스틱은 나는 절대로 용서못해
매일 하루에 수십번 꺼져있는 핸드폰
변하지 않을것만 같아 oh oh

[Minji]

Ni ootgeeteh mooreun ribsutikeun naneun jordelo yongsomoteh
mehir harueh sooshipbun kkojyuheetneun hendupoon
byunhaji ahneurgotman gatah oh oh

[산다라]

그저 친구라는 수많은 여자친구
날 똑같이 생각하지마 I want let it bye
이제 니맘대로해 난 미련을 버릴래
한때 정말 사랑했는데

[Sandara]

gujoh chingooraneun soomangaeun yuhjachingoo
narddokgati senggakhajima I want let it bye
eejeh nimamderohae nan miryuneur borirleh
handdeh jongmar saranghetneundeh

[CL]

가끔씩 술에 취해 전활걸어 지금은 새벽 다섯시반
넌 또 다른 여자의 이름을 불러 no

[CL]

gakkumshik sooreh choihe honhuargoroh jigeumeun sebyuk dasosshiban
non ddo darun yuhjaee eerumeur boorlo no

[봄]

I don't care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause don't care e e e e e e
cause don't care e e e e e e

[Bom]

I don't care gumanharle niga ohdiehso mor hadon
eejeh jongmar sangguan ahnharke bikyuhjoorleh
eejeh wah oorgoboorgo mehdarlijima
cause don't care e e e e e e
cause don't care e e e e e e

[민지]
cause don't care e e e e e e
cause don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Minji]

cause don't care e e e e e e
cause don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[민지]

다른 여자들의 다리를 훔쳐보는
니가 너무너무 한심해
매일 빼놓는 커플링 나 몰래 한 소개팅
더이상 못참을것같아 oh oh oh

[Minji]
Darun yuhjaduree darirul hoomchyuboneun
niga nomo nomo hamshimheh
meheer bbehnohneun kopurling na morleh han sogehting
doeesang motchameurgotgatah oh oh oh

[다라]

넌 절대 아니라는 수많은 나의친구
넌 늑대란 친구들까지 타일렀지만
차라리 홀가분해 너에게 난 과분해
내 사랑이라 믿었는데 oh oh

[Dara]
non jordeh ahniraneun soomaneun nayechingoo
non nukdehran chingoodeurggaji dairlyuhtjiman
charali horgaboonhe nohehgeh nan gua boonhe
neh sarangeera midohssneundeh oh oh

[CL]

오늘도 바쁘다고 말하는 너 혹시나 전화해봤지만
역시 뒤에선 여자 웃음소리가 들려 oh no

[CL]
Oneurdo babbudago marhaneun no hokshina jonhwahehboatjiman
yukshi dduiehson yuhja euteusoriga deurlyuh oh no

[봄]

I don't care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e

[Bom]

I don't care gumanharle niga ohdiehso mor hadon
eejeh jongmar sangguan ahnharke bikyuhjoorleh
eejeh wah oorgoboorgo mehdarlijima
cause don't care e e e e e e
cause don't care e e e e e e

[다라]
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Dara]
cause don't care e e e e e e
cause don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[민지]

난 너땜에 울며 지새던 밤을 기억해 boy
더 후회할 널 생각하니 맘이 쉬웠네 boy
날 놓치긴 아깝고 갖기엔 시시하잖니
있을때 잘하지 너 왜 이제와 매달리니

[Minji]
Nan nodeehmoeh oormyuh jisehdon bameur giokhe boy
do hooheihar nor senggakhani mamee suiohssneh boy
nor nohchigin ahkkabgo jatgiehn shishihajanhni
eeteurddeh jarhaji no wueh eejehwah mehdarlini

[CL]

속아준 거짓말만해도 수백번
오늘 이후로 난 남자 울리는 bad girl
이젠 눈물 한방울 없이 널 비웃어
사랑이란 게임 속 loser
무릎꿇고 잡을 수 있니
아님 눈 앞에서 당장 꺼져

[CL]
sokahjoon gojitmarmanhedo soobehkbon
oneur eehooro nan namja oorlineun bad girl
eejen noonmoor hanbangoor obtee nor biootoh
sarangeeran geeim sook loser
moorupkkorhgo jabeur soo itni
ahnim noon ahpehso dangjang kkojyuh

[봄]

I don't care 그만할래 니가 어디에서 뭘 하던
이제 정말 상관 안할게 비켜줄래
이제와 울고불고 매달리지마
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

[Bom]

I don't care gumanharle niga ohdiehso mor hadon
eejeh jongmar sangguan ahnharke bikyuhjoorleh
eejeh wah oorgoboorgo mehdarlijima
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
cause I don't care e e e e e e
Boy I don't care

CREDITS TO SERPANTINE + ANGY @ YGSECRET21.COM + DCGALLERIES.

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2NE1 - I Don't care [1 min preview]

Finally, the 1 minute preview has been released and I can't seem to wait for the FULL SONG to be heard! I'm totally into with their new song I DON'T CARE. I just couldn't stop myself from replaying it over and over again. I'm getting creepier each day now. I'm scared of myself... LMAO. Anyway, here's the 1 minute preview of their new song "I Don't Care" by 2NE1.

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Dara and GD (Daragon) Fan Fiction: The Mysterious Guy in White

Okay, BOREDOM has dominated my day. I couldn’t help myself to stare blankly at my PC. I was getting so bored that I needed to do something then luckily I found something that could help me escape boredom. I found a fan fiction of Dara and GD. I couldn’t help myself to ignore it. I’m not actually a fan of reading fan fictions but when it comes to Dara and GD, I couldn’t resist any of it. I find the story line just average. Some parts could make you smile and some just makes you go like “Wah~?” Anyway, click the image above if you’re interested with Dara & GD’s (Daragon) fan fiction or click here to read it.

P.S.

I personally adore the picture. It's like a movie/series poster. Hahaha ~

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A fool for love: Again and Again lyrics by 2PM

I have been always a fool for love. I’ve been in love with the person who seemingly returns a very little love for me. I opt to believe him saying he loves me seriously yet it seems like too far from the truth. His inconsistency somehow complicates my thoughts and feelings that it leads me into a bleak situation. Somehow, I find myself believing in lies. It’s painful to hold on to someone who doesn’t even want to hold you yet you’re still holding on. No matter how angry I could be, no matter how I wished to burst right in front of him, I couldn’t understand why my rage slowly calms then I am able to forget the reason why I got mad when I start talking with him. I’m always lost in his eyes it’s as if oblivion crawls within me when I look at him. How I wish my feelings for him would grow fainter so I it wouldn’t hurt that much for me.

I found a song a while ago on YouTube. It’s from the Korean male group band 2PM. I haven’t really heard any of their songs but I know that group name because of Nickhun. That video was particularly featured on the related videos of the one that I’m watching then thought of viewing it after. Out of curiosity, I watched the MV entitled Again and Again by 2PM. It’s actually the first song that I have heard from them. It wasn’t really that catchy for me but as I have been reading the English subtitle of the song, I started to like it. I could totally relate myself to it. I’ll share with you the MV and the lyrics with English translation.





Again & Again
by 2PM

Again and again and again and again
Again and again and again and again

Iluhkeh weh nehga ddo nuh eh jibappeh ddo
Suh itneun gunji dehcheh nan babonji
Jungmal sokgo ddo sokgo danghago ddo danghehdo ddo
Dashi ee jali eh wa itneunji

Nehga michyutna bwa jajonshimdo ubneunji
Nuh ehgeh dolawa chutbakwi doldeushi
Ilum an dweneundeh (dweneundeh dweneundeh)
Hamyunsuh oneuldo iluhgo issuh, no

Again and again and again and again
Nuh ehgeh jaggoo dolaga weh geulunji molla weh geulunji molla
Again and again and again and again
Nuh eh maleh ddo sok a weh geulunji molla weh geulunji molla

Uhjjum iluhkehdo babo gatni nehga
Nehga weh iluhkeh dwen guni
Nan boonmyunghi gyulshimeul hetneundeh hago ddo hetneundeh
Weh nuh ehgeh jaggoo dola oneunji

Nehga michyutna bwa jajonshimdo ubneunji
Nuh ehgeh dolawa chutbakwi doldeushi
Juldeh an bol guhla (bol guhla bol guhla)
Hamyunsuh dashi ddo iluhgo issuh,

Again and again and again and again
Nuh ehgeh jaggoo dolaga weh geulunji molla weh geulunji molla
Again and again and again and again
Nuh eh maleh ddo sok a weh geulunji molla weh geulunji molla

Nun dehcheh uhddun yak igilleh ggeuneul sooga ubssuh
Nado molleh jaggoo nuhleul geuliwuh hago gyulgooken ddo chatgo
Nabbeun yuja injool almyunsuh nan ddo nul poomeh an ggo sarangeul heh
Bonamana bbunhi daga olleh
Neh ileh apeumeul da algo isseumyunsuh dola suhjil motheh gyuljungeul mot nehlyuh

Jenjang na weh iluhni weh ee yuja yuppeh noowuh itni
Dodehcheh myut bunjjeh I jisseul duh hehbwaya nehga jungshineul chalillunji
Nooga jom nal uhdi ehda mookgguhjwuh uhsuh jebal
She's a bad girl, I know (I know)
But here I go again, oh no

Again and again and again and again
Nuh ehgeh jaggoo dolaga weh geulunji molla weh geulunji molla
Again and again and again and again
Nuh eh maleh ddo sok a weh geulunji molla weh geulunji molla

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

[JS] again and again and again and again
[JB] again and again and again and again

[WY] why am I standing like this in front of your house again, am I a fool
Getting tricked again and again, and suffering again and again
But why am I at this place again

[JH] I think I've gone crazy, have I no pride
I come back to you, like the first time around
Saying 'I can't be like this (like this, like this)',
I'm being like this again today, no

[JS] again and again and again and again
I keep going back to you. I don't know why, I don't know why
[JB] again and again and again and again
I fall for your words again. I don't know why, I don't know why

[NK] why do I seem like such a fool
Why did I become like this
I made a firm decision, again and again
Why do I keep coming back to you

[JH] I think I've gone crazy, have I no pride
I come back to you, like the first time around
Saying 'I won't ever see you again (see you, see you)',
I'm being like this again

[JS] again and again and again and again
I keep going back to you. I don't know why, I don't know why
[JB] again and again and again and again
I fall for your words again. I don't know why, I don't know why

[CS] what kind of medicine are you, that I can't give it up
Even without me knowing, I keep yearning for you, and eventually look for you again
Though I know you're a bad girl, I embrace you and love you again
Undoubtedly, clearly, I want to come towards you
Knowing all the pains of tomorrow, I can't turn around, I can't decide

[TY] darn it, why am I like this, why am I lying next to this girl
How many more times do I have to do this for me to come to my senses
Someone, tie me down somewhere, quickly, please
She's a bad girl, I know (I know), but here I go again. oh no

[JS] again and again and again and again
I keep going back to you. (I'm going back to you) I don't know why, I don't know why
[JB] again and again and again and again (I keep coming back)
I fall for your words again. (even I) I don't know why, I don't know why
[JS] oh, oh, yeah

**credits to lyricsmode

I have also seen an English version for this song by Lisa Tang. Since I like it better, I'm sharing it with you guys.

Again & Again (English version)
by Lisa Tang

Again and again and again and again
Again and again and again and again
Listen

VERSE 1:
I’m standing here once again, begging for you to come
Even just briefly, it’ll mean so much to me
My heart suffered and suffered and it just can’t seem to move on
That’s why I am still here waiting for you

Going out of my mind, I fall deeper and deeper
Stuck in this endless trap, my pride has disappeared
I must stop! I can’t be (echo: I can’t be, I can’t be)
A useless, pitiful fool again today No…

CHORUS:
Again and again and again and again
So, why do I keep coming back?
And I just don’t know why
And I just don’t know why

Again and again and again and again
Those careless words that you say
Can’t you just tell me why?
Can’t you just tell me why?

VERSE 2:
Tell me, why am I still being a fool like this?
I can’t stop myself from loving you
Though misery completely surrounds me, I just can’t help myself
I keep being drawn here and I don’t know why

Going out of my mind, I fall deeper and deeper
Stuck in this endless trap, my pride has disappeared
If only you could see (echo: you could see, you could see)
Exactly what all this is doing to me Oh no…

Repeat Chorus

RAP:
Just what kind of spell did you cast that I can’t seem to let go or give you up?
My heart keeps on playing tricks on me, telling me that you love me
I know it’s just a dream, a disease I have
‘Cause I can’t seem to help but love you even though you keep on breaking my heart
This pain that I’m feeling, I don’t think it’ll ever end
So, why am I still here? I must stop this madness!
Yo!

Why am I not what you need? Just what do you really want from me?
How many more times do I have to prove my love to you before you know?
Can someone come to rescue me?
Please come help me; I shouldn’t even be here
She’s a bad girl, I know
But here I go again Oh no…

Repeat Chorus

**credits to wackycashew

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Another Dara and GD love love moments

Another day for my YouTube marathon and I was once again lurking to other blogs and websites talking about “Dara and GD’s LOVE LOVE couple” with the help of my best bud google due to a comment I have read from one of the videos I found on YouTube. It was a fanvid of Dara and GD or mostly called “Daragon” and since I love reading comments and all, I found one comment that really intrigued me. It was stated:

“I feel the love of Daragon...
you know why?
1. GD lent his accessories to Dara
2. The chili sauce story and how GD teases Dara by singing in or out
3.They're both very adorkable! :)
Just wanted to share:)”

This was actually stated by cookiecomedian129. My eyes were like popping when I read her reason #2. I was quite ignorant with that information so I asked my buddy google about it. As expected, my best bud gave me best results. I found a very “detailed” information about it from a BigBang fan site saying that Dara Park updated her blog and she was sharing some daily event with her YG family.

It was stated like this:

“remember 3 years ago.
we ate out : seven,gd,yb ~ and others from yg, we had a game and i was picked! i think i was supposed to eat chili that was so spicy! so gd said he’ll do it for me but he has one wish. i said ok go~!
he said… i must sing “IN or OUT” with choreography… hmmm…
i can’t help it , so i did it! it’s in a restaurant!
they took a video of the entire thing! i think until now they still keep it in their old phone and every time gd sees me…
he’s singing IN or OUT…. he’s so high pitched so much like a girl… hmmnn…
so embarrassing! bwahahahaha…..”

After reading it I was like smiling so widely and even giggled a bit. GD was so sweet to her, I mean he was like Dara's hero there yet a mischievous one. She had to offer something in return. LMAO! *Evil grin* That would’ve looked so cute. GD teasing Dara every time he sees her by singing “IN or OUT” with a high pitched voice; that would’ve been priceless if given a chance to see it. LMAO. I see a lot of GD fans get so jealous when GD is being linked with Dara or even perhaps with other girls. Unlike them, I kind of feel happy for them and hoping to look forward for them to get together with some projects such as the rumored “19 yrs old”, a drama thriller where I think Dara Park is part of the casts and that GD, TOP and Seungri are the choices of whom will be part of the casts too. I think, I’m not so sure with this though, I need to look for some sources with this one soon. Oh well, Daragon! Hwaiting ~

**credits to ygsecret21 for the super cute G-Daragon GIF :)

Want to know more about G-Dragon and Sandara Park [Daragon]? Click me!

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2NE1 at Music Bank (June 26, 2009)

I have been trolling once again on YouTube and found new videos from 2NE1 where they performed at Music Bank last June 26, 2009. They performed the Umbrella (by Rihanna) cover which was really great. I love their outfits and their choreography too from that performance. Sadly, their Fire performance was a bit sluggish. Maybe they were too tired from all their non-stop activities. I was quite disappointed with it a bit but still, it wasn’t that bad. At least Dara still wears her charming smile and CL still has that energy from her. A natural performer, that is.

Video from their Umbrella cover…



Video from their Fire song...



As you would notice their performance here, they have gotten a bit feeble and seem to have lost power and energy. There were some mistakes too as you can spot around 1:50 from the video, Dara and Minji bumped each other. It was cool to see that Minji held Dara’s hand to prevent her from tripping all over the floor then it turned out as if nothing happened at all. You can see how professional they acted there. They recovered their mistake that fast and then get back to performing that quickly. You can actually see Dara’s face that she was still smiling after all that.

I felt like Bommie was really exhausted leaping from the stage since she came in late at the middle of the second mini stage. You can see it around 3:03 from the video where the rest of the group started singing and dancing already while Bommie just came there and needed to catch up with them plus her face shows that she’s quite damn tired. Lastly, at the end of song, Bommie and Dara turned around quite late to end their performance around 3:36 from the video but still, it’s not that bad. I find it cute though. I heard that this would be their last performance for the “Fire” song since they’ll be releasing another mini album having 6 songs beginning July. I can’t wait to see it.

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Wondergirls - Nobody

It’s already been a week since this song became my “daily LSS” (last song syndrome) and I just can’t seem to stop listening to it over and over again. I'm actually not a fan of Wondergirls but I just really love this song. I got struck with the chorus “I want nobody, nobody but you” and would love to say that to my boyfriend since he keeps on pushing me away. I don’t only like the song but I love the dance steps too. I find it really cute, so cute that my friend and I keep on looking for dance steps to practice it. LOL. Anyway, just now, I found the English translation of the song, and surprisingly I loved the entire lyrics, not just the chorus itself. I could totally relate to this song as what I have mentioned earlier about my bf keeps on pushing me to others and I even call him my “boyfriend” yet he doesn’t seem to treat me like his own girl. One word could describe me; fool.

Anyway, here’s the lyrics.

Wondergirls - Nobody

You Know I still Love You Baby.
And it will never change.

I want nobody nobody But You, I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo nigaanimyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Nan silheunde wae nar mir eonaeryeogohani jakku naemareun deutji anhgo
Wae ireohge dareun namjaege narbonaeryeo hani eotteohge ireoni

Nar wihae geureoh dan geumar
Neonbujok hadaneun geumar
Ijen geuman haeneon nareur aljanha wae won hajido anhneun georgang yohae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo niga animyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo niga animyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Nan joheun de nan haengbok hande neoman isseu myeondwae deo baral geeopt neunde
Nugur mannaseo haengbok haran geoya nan neor tteonaseo haengbok harsueopseo

Nar wihae geureoh dan geumar
Neonbujok hadaneun geumar
Mari andoeneun mari ran georwae molla niga eopsi eotteohge haengbokhae

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo niga animyeon silh eo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You

Nandareun sarameun silheo niga animyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want nobody body body.I don't want nobody body
Naneun jeongmar niga animyeon niga animyeon silhdan maryaa~

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo niga animyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody nobody But You I want nobody nobody But You
Nandareun sarameun silheo niga animyeon silheo
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

RAP:
Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Modeunge neomuna kkumman gatatdeon geuttaero doragago sipeunde
Waejakku nareur mireo naeryeohae

Why do you push me away. I don't want nobody nobody

Nobody nobody but you.

And for the English version (translated)...

You know i still LOVE you baby,
And it will never change

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Why are you trying to push me away?
you know that I hate it,
you ignore what im saying
Why are you trying to send me to other?
You push me away like a little
each day why?

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

All the pushing won't change my feelings
I am happy to have you,
more than willing to please you
i'm begging you please
don't walk away from me
Coz' i can't be happy away
from your side

Saying that this is for my own good
Saying that you are just not worth it
Please, stop it right now coz'
you know me enough that i will come back to you no matter what!

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I don't want nobody, body
I don't want nobody, body
Life is unperfect without seeing you
I cannot have anyone but you... ahhh

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

I want nobody, nobody but you
I want nobody, nobody but you
I want no one else but you
Can't have anyone but you
I want nobody nobody nobody nobody

Rap:
BacK to the days when we were
so young and wild and free
Everything we had back then
was like a dream
If only i could turn back time
Why do you keep on pushing me away?
why do you push me away?
I don't want nobody, nobody,
nobody. nobody but you

**credits to lyricsmode

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G-Dragon and Dara: aren't they cute together?

I know that the first time Dara Park was featured from the MV of I’m sorry by Gummy feat. T.O.P., many fans where voting for T.O.P. and Dara as somewhat of a love couple but right after the release of the Lollipop MV by Big Bang (which Dara and G-Dragon got paired from the MV) and their counterpart 2NE1 and some videos showing the 2NE1’s behind the scenes, some found out that Dara Park from 2NE1 is very dorky and has a funny personality. That leads them to pairing G-Dragon – leader of Big Bang which many observed both of them have the same personality and sense of fashion and was named “Daragon” or “G-Dara” as their couple name. Both Dara and G-dragon are funny and dorky which make them look cute together and seemed to have a good chemistry. In addition, G-dragon actually lent Dara some of his accessories. I think from the image below, you will see GD’s accessory used by Dara. I know that they have some age gaps because Dara is turning 25 and I think GD is 21 years old, but hey, age doesn’t matter at all and if you could actually look at Dara, she’s way too younger to look like her age.

Well anyway, I’m hoping to see more of these two. I hope both of them would have a show where they would be like dating or they would have a series/movie that they are being paired. LOL. So much for that, I’ll be supporting both groups, 2NE1 and Big Bang, especially with Dara and G-Dragon.

**credits to crunchyroll for the images.

Want to know more about G-Dragon and Sandara Park [Daragon]? Click me!

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Who am I to say - Hope

Who am I to say
by: Hope

Love of my life, my soulmate
You're my best friend
Part of me like breathing
Now half of me is left

Don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me

Color me blue I'm lost in you
Don't know why I'm still waiting
Many moons have come and gone
Don't know why I'm still searching

Don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me

Hmmm hmmm mmm
Uhhh oohhh aahhh
Hooo aahhh ohh ohhh

Now you're a song I love to sing
Never thought it feels so free
Now I know what's meant to be
And that's okay with me

But who am I to say you love me
And who am I to say you need me
And who am I to say you love me

Mmmm hmmm

I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
I don't know anything at all

I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all

I love this song so much. What I am feeling now is basically being expressed from this song. Although he is my boyfriend but sometimes I feel like saying this to myself.. And even wants to ask him "Who am I?" to him. This song is for those who suffer unrequited love. I love him truly and yet sometimes I feel so unloved. For some reason, I can't seem to understand if what am I really for him. So this song is just perfect for me and for anyone who feels the same.

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Ironic Life

It’s raining today, and I feel like raining from the inside too. I have just thought of something lately. I found “Irony” quite funny and sad at the same time. If “the only certain thing in life is death” then I’d like to add that life is undeniably unfair, we all know that. Life is full of irony, that’s for my own opinion. We can never deny the fact that there would always be the “fortunate” and the “unfortunate” ones. It’s one way of balancing life. As a person, we both have the fortunate and unfortunate parts in ourselves. Like myself, I’m proud to say that I’m very fortunate with my family, although we may not have all the riches in the world, but I have very supportive and loving parents and siblings that those riches mean nothing at all. They’re not perfect at all and they do have flaws but I’m very proud to say that I’m very lucky to be part of my family. Not only with my family but also with my friends and I’m very blessed to have them, all of them!

As for my “unfortunate” part, sadly I’m always unfortunate when it comes to love. I’m a person who dreams to have a romantic love life but yet I always fail to have one. For once in my life I had found that person, but unfortunately, that love wasn’t really meant for me, it was for somebody else. Now, I have found someone whom I thought the spirit of hope existed within him that let’s not give up for love because he might actually give that same feelings I felt before, the feelings of happiness – love. But suddenly, the story went wrong and it became complicated that I myself was having trouble comprehending it. It was like a love that seems like unrequited. Love and hurt are always together and I accepted that wholeheartedly and now I’m trying my best to learn him.

Most of the girls would like to have their “prince charming” someday. A person who could treat them well, love them as much, take good care of them and make them the most special person in the world as if they were holding the most fragile thing you could ever held on. I know a few guys that are like that but sometimes, just sometimes, they were giving too much and trying so hard to be the “right one” for their special someone yet it turns out to be futile in the end.

On my side, I keep on ending up with the person whom I least find my “ideal type” of a guy or should I say my “prince charming.” Although the feeling is there, the love, the butterflies in my tummy or even the “sparkles” found in my eyes, but there would always be something that’s lacking. When I say I love a person, I really mean it but it hurts to hear that the one you love tells you he loves you back yet something just seems so wrong, it’s as if he really didn’t mean it at all. Despite that, I never gave up on love, and I still keep on hoping for someday, in some way, he would let me feel like he really mean what he said. Love comes in a different way, by this time, it’s unusual but I’m willing to learn what this kind of love means.

If you feel like giving what you’ve got, loving that person as much as you could even though you can’t have anything in return, “deserving” or not, that doesn’t matter at all. Since you did your part, you offered your love; you did whatever it takes to make that person happy and well.

*** lets continue this later, Ironic life II.

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Random Boredom

“You know I’d walk a thousand miles if I could just see you, if I could just hold you… tonight.” It’s such a nice song and I’m currently listening to this now. Good morning to all, it’s another page for my boring life to be exposed. Last night, I was having fun singing the non-stop “LSS” (last song syndrome) of mine which I don’t know the title at all. The lyric that I just keep on looping was “ASH ASH Ashinderella.” LMAO. It’s kind of cute singing that with hand gestures and all.

Anyway, my mom scolded me a bit just now, she gave me P400 yesterday and I didn’t realize that I got only P50 left in my wallet. I was thinking where I spent it. LOL. I just couldn’t stop spending my money if I’m holding bigger amount. I’m like a spending money machine. Imagine if I were given a million on hand, it wouldn’t last for a day and I won’t be able to remember where I spend it. But then if I got smaller amount of money, I’d become very stingy. HAHA!

Oh well, another day to spend my time without him. Its 11:11 A.M. again as I stared at the clock. It has been like this since last year. It’ll go by 10:10, 11:11 or 12:12. Kind of weird to think but hey, I kept on wishing whenever I check or just even look at the clock and it hits 11:11. I don’t purposely wait for that time, just whenever I feel like looking or glancing at the clock, it mostly happens. LOL. Enough with my whimsical fantasy, I’m going to watch a Korean movie now entitled “Going Crazy Waiting”, a comedy romance. I’ll share it with you guys after watching it. ‘til here.

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The unexpected failure

Not that of a very good day for an expected one. It seems that what I have been waiting for to come won’t seem to happen this day. That’s what I get for expecting too much. Well, I’m always looking at the bright side, the movie would still be showing for at least 1 week so it doesn’t matter if we couldn’t watch it today, we could watch it tomorrow, or the next day, or the day after the next day. I’m always optimistic when needed. LOL.

I would still be wearing a smile today since we were texting last night and it was quite fun but I guess he ran out of load so it was quite a short one, plus he was talking with his parents so he was kind of busy that time too. LMAO.

Oh BTW, I had this dream last night, it was kind of cool. I dreamt about vampires and obviously they were sucking blood. LMAO. I don’t want to share the details because when vampires are involved… I’d leave that to your imagination what I’m trying to point there. LOL.

Anyway, I’m going out today since I don’t want to sulk here all day long and gloom the entire room. Even the clouds are starting to get gloomy already. I hope it wouldn’t rain… ‘Cause I’m still hoping he’d be coming here and we’ll watch the movie together. HAHAHA. I’m such a person full of hope. I’d be willing to give anyone my hopes, because I think I’m having too much of it. LMAO.

BTW, if you were thinking of who I am talking here all about, and what movie we were planning to watch… I’d leave that to your imagination. Bahaha! LMAO.

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Welcoming boredom

Out of being utterly bored with my life, I decided to make a new blog. Pretty much, this blog would cover up all the random things that my mind could think of and share it with you guys starting from sharing my boring daily life, to my undeniably uninteresting interests and I could even share my expectedly painful heartaches. *LOL*

I’m going to start talking about this day which is obviously a boring day again since I’m writing a post. I actually slept well since my “super boyfriend-material” bf texted me last night so I was quite happy with it which led me to a good night sleep. I woke up around 9:30 A.M. and excitedly checked my phone if he left me a message but as always, there was nothing. It’s funny how I hope for things that I myself know won’t happen. So to entertain myself, I’m writing a boring post while listening to my friend’s song list on her blog. So I’m currently listening to the song “I’m not missing you” by Stacie Orrico; wish I could do this, not to miss him which he normally does for me. *LOL* Anyway, my friend’s (Kim) playlist is quite good; you could visit her blog here.

Boredom could just kill me anytime, without him it’s a pretty boring life for me. He might not do anything; I may just end up staring at him or standing behind him all day but I couldn’t understand why I couldn’t get bored at all although people could see it’s as boring as spacing yourself out from boredom. Oh well, people like me should get a life. LMAO. Speaking of that, I’m planning to look for a job. Wish me luck for this one; I barely need money for my own happiness in which to escape daily boredom in life. Money = SPENDING SPREE! Tee-hee!

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